Youre a NEET, so you have plenty of free time. RenPy is free. You can surely figure out how to draw crude sprites.
...Well, anon? What are you waiting for? It'll be fun, and it'll give you something to focus on!

I've tried, but I always lose motivation without people who will work on it with me. It's quite laborious, and everything is always more fun with friends.
I hope to someday find someone who will develop a VN with me... but for now, I have resigned myself to having a text document with all my unused ideas.

I'm not very good at drawing or visual stuff to be honest nor really story telling though I wouldn't mind working on the music from such a thing

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Programming wise that's not something I'd be too worried about since python is honestly something I'd say I probably have the most "real world experience in" though I prefer using C for most of my projects

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I'm not very good at drawing or visual stuff to be honest

Neither was Ryukishi07 when he first made Higurashi, but his wonky-looking sprites are endearing and functional nonetheless. Good writing can absolutely make up for subpar art.